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so long all my avid readers [25 Apr 2005|06:47pm] ok so now due to the livejournal world thinking im a terrible bitch i have realized how livejournal can hurt so i am now ending my livejournal...all those who are truly my friends know whats going on in my life anyways and dont need to read this to know seeing if i really like u ur usually involved in what i write so before i kill myself and my livejournal im leaving notes to all my loves margaux- i shall never forget our day at the beach with u running down the sand "ahh ahhh" looking up to the sky arms raised high "WHY ME?" lmao we had good conversations today and i really needed that...im so glad i can call you one of my best friends melanie- an avid livejournal reader and commenter...no matter what we've gone through we've stayed best friends i honestly couldnt ask for a better friend kelly (who never reads this)- you are an awesome female and i miss you so much tracey- u defended me on my livejournal and i love u for that lol all my lh ladies who understand where im coming from and still like me i love you guys so much thank u for being there for me and not turning ur backs on me...im not naming names just in case i dont wanna get anyone in trouble but u know who u are so thanks and i hope that another livejournal entry a person wrote wont make u think less of me and that u guys know me well enough to know im not that way all my stratford kids who really dont know whats going on or why im ending livejournal but i love and miss u all seeing i hardly talk to any stratford ppl since going to the annoying lauralton hall dan- u are an awesome kid and im sorry that u have to be involved in all this girl drama...i'm truly glad we're together tho im getting so much shit for it i definitley think ur worth it i love u ok so to those who read me write about dan and think im being mean im sorry but go back and read what was written about me and then you wont think that what i said is so mean anymore and FINALLY to gina o wait no cant say real names so xluckystar2107x im sorry that it has come to this to you blasting me for the livejournal community to see but in reality you just want our mutual friends to dislike me seeing i dont care what any other random person thinks they can say im a bitch or terrible friend i dont care but trying to take friends away from me is just low...it truly is sad that u cant talk to me about how u feel i am sorry that i hurt you and u can ask anyone at lh when i said "i feel really bad about it" to them all...i know it was the wrong thing to do and really i cant defend myself it was mean i just hoped that part of you would want ur "friend" to be happy but apparently if ur not happy i cant be either...i'm not gunna say anything bad about you cuz im bigger than that just i hope one day you will actually look at urself and make urself happy not look to friends or guys to make life good for u you need to make urself happy first...have a nice life see u around the halls so this is rainizzle signing off 5 song(s)|glory

...we made plans to be unbreakable love was all we knew... [24 Apr 2005|11:28am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | mistakes we knew we were making ] life this vacation has not been the most exciting but some days were pretty fun wed- did nothing had work 6 to 1015 with kristina not amber dont know why but oh well thurs- did nothing had work from 6 to 1015 with matt fri- had a sick day felt like crap all day damn cold sat- what a hilarious day this was...i went to dan's casa for passover but instead it was kinda just a chill out with dan's family b/c seeing they had no power mrs v. couldnt cook so she ordered chinese food and then we just skipped all the traditional passover things b/c she didnt feel like doing it i feel bad it must've been a stressful day for her...n e ways basically i got there and chilled with dan and pete and dan's little brother and eventually dan's little cousins as well...started watching star wars but then we had to go eat dinner...dinner was the most hilarious thing i have ever experienced i love dan's family...then dinner ended so all the kids and one uncle went back into dan's room but then we came out and mingled so i was talking to his grandma who is a cool lady...then we went back into dan's room and finished star wars...had dessert...ppl started leaving...dan pete matt gil ray and me hung out in dans room but they were like killing each other so we just moved outside for like 10 minutes then came back in and hung out in the basement...it was a lot of the boys being crazy and me just sitting on the couch with dan watching it all...at like 9 the little boys left and dan pete and i went back into dan's room and just hung out and watched tv...then my mom called and i got in trouble and it was like 920 but i really didnt wanna leave so i just kept saying yea i gotta leave but then would just sit back down again lol im a loser...eventually dan's dad brought me home at like 950... got home and kelly and melanie came over at like 1030...omg freakin funny times...i love them so much cuz we just tell it like it is but nobody gets offended because when its coming from ur best friends u know its real and take it that its coming from one of them because they love you...so many funny points that i cant remember which sucks but oh well i have to end this anyways its time to go to work geh --rainizzle-- glory

...you're the only one that leaves me completely breathless... [19 Apr 2005|11:42pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | you set me free ] hmm i think the last day i wrote about was sunday so ill talk about yesterday yesterday (monday)- sat at home all day but at like 3ish melanie told me about the softball game that night at deluca...so at 620ish melanie's parentals picked me up and we went to the softball game...it was good at first...then it got cold...when you're sitting on cold bleachers in the cold watching girls play softball you start to become really evil...so of course as we're sitting there jordan and his cousin showed up and sat with us...i wanted to punch his cousin in the face that child touched me like 7 times it was disturbing its enough being touched by jordan but then also by this little child was just too much...anyways game finished at like 930 so melanie and i went back to my house and hung out while i talked to my bff(lol melanie knows who that is) then she left at like 1045ish today- got up at 10 to go collecting with madre...went to work to check when i was in found out i have to work wednesday and thursday the 6 to 10:15 shift as well as saturday and sunday from 12 to 5 but im calling my boss to tell her i cant do saturday cuz i have plans that im not missing b/c added on hours that i didnt want im supposed to work two days a week not 4...n e ways...finished collecting with mom...hung around eventually talked to dan and we decided we would hang out later...so at like 720ish my mom drove me to dans house...got there and dan had the genius idea to walk to eisenhower park oh em gee it was 745ish when we left...got to the park(took forever and many times of dan going "i didnt think it was this far") and we walked to the back where we found a scary house all by itself...yea we wandered around aimlessly before figuring we'd leave...as we were leaving i nearly had a heart attack cuz what i thought was a leaf turned out to be a frog...walked back to dan's house in the dark which was scary but the walk back seemed much shorter than the walk to i dont really know why...got back to dan's he decided we were gunna watch the grudge so we chilled out in his room and watched the grudge...very weird movie...then we hung around til 11 when his mom brought me home...yup very special night and now im done --rainizzle-- im gunna be slaughtered 2 song(s)|glory

..and what's the worst you take from every heart you break.. [18 Apr 2005|12:25pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | Helena ] yeah feel like updating idk why but im bored saturday- had work from 7 to 12...came home from work showered and such...eventually at like 330 i met up with melanie and we went for a walk...didnt know where we going so we just went "as straight as we could go" lol...ended up by the train station and then we turned around cuz i didnt feel like going any further...went back to melanie's and hung out...walked back to my house...called jordan...eventually jordan and his friend dan stalked my house and just parked in front and sat in the car...took a while but melanie and i went "bowling" with them...in otherwords we drove around lordship and scary areas of stratford...only funny part was when jordan took my gum and got it stuck to the car window and dan like freaked out oh and when jordan got out of the car and dan just left him...it was awkward tho cuz we had just met dan so we were driving around with some unknown child...eventually melanie called jordan and we found him by the sea wall like half naked yea hes weird...went home around 945 then hung out with melanie til 1045...yea special night yesterday- had a really lazy day til like 530 when dan IMed me and invited me to the movies...got ready and picked up melanie then got to the movies by like 7...found out they wanted to see amittyville horror and dan knew i wouldnt go if he told me the movie but in the end we couldnt see that b/c we're only 16 so we saw fever pitch which i didnt think was too bad...after the movie dan's mom picked us (dan pete kristen melanie and me) up and we went back to dan's house...got there and dan lit the chiminea(cant spell shut up) so basically all five of us just sat on this swinging chair thing playing the finger game but it failed miserably b/c everyone got distracted...eventually ppl started telling ghost stories about midget clowns and raggedy ann dolls but they were more funny than scary...yea idk it was a fun time left at like 1050 then came home and talked on the phone then went to bed thats my life --rainizzle-- oh and for all my friends that know my predicament i think i've chosen one 1 song(s)|glory

...i don't wanna be lonely anymore... [15 Apr 2005|09:33pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | call n return ] thursday- school was dull...had work from 6 to 10:15 that night with matt doing my training...matt is a senior at bunnell and he's sort of quiet but he taught me a lot more cuz he actually went over stuff with me that amber didnt...umm yea it was of course an exciting night...he made me go over to brooks to get pine sol and i was like freaking out cuz i was gunna get raped or hit by a car im paranoid oh well today- had an assembly about discrimation i guess idk wasnt paying much attention sort of half fell asleep...I DIDNT FALL ASLEEP IN LATIN TODAY!!!!! both wed and thursday i fell asleep in latin but today i stayed awake i was proud of myself...had a hilarious talk in history peterson really shares too much information about her personal life...i think thats all that was exciting at school...after school margaux and i got changed then at 320ish my mom picked us up and brought us to foran and we drove around for a while to find the entrance by the courts...eventually got there met up with pete and jon...we were hanging out with pete and jon for like 10 minutes before dan even realized we were there lol it was great...eventually dan got in trouble for talking to the girls and not paying attention so he left us...then he actually played and we tried to pay attention but jon was dancing and margaux got her aviators stuck in her hair and it was just so freakin cold that it was hard to concentrate but we tried...after playing three sets(?) (foran lost to shelton) dan was finished so pete dan margaux and i went back to dan's and just hung out in his room for a little while then at like 730ish margaux's mom picked us up and now im here dreading work tomorrow but yea im done rambling now --rainizzle-- its vacation!!!!! all my loves going away have fun u will be missed!! glory

...love can help me know my name... [13 Apr 2005|10:57pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | loves divine ] my life has been very weird lately...i've just constantly been unhappy and its starting to get annoying that i can never be really happy cuz something is always in the way...anyways i started working at donut inn today...i was trained by amber who goes to shs...at one point this old man who has been a jerk to amber all the time came in and started having a full out conversation with me bout how the world today is a shame and he feels bad that i have to be living my life in this time then once he left amber came up to me and was like "rainey he has NEVER been that nice to me before u must be special he hates me"...edgar is the guard and he cant speak english...coffee making isnt that bad...cash registerness isnt that bad either...this will be interesting...i smell like doughnuts, coffee and pine sol its really not attractive...oh well tomorrow i have to work again with this kid matt who apparently is very quiet...awesome its gunna be a boring 4 hours...geh...ok im done rambling --rainizzle-- 1 song(s)|glory

...here i am once again i'm torn into pieces... [06 Apr 2005|08:48pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Behind These Hazel Eyes ] where should i start? saturday- hung out with one of my loves...found out that just about everything about me is weird...very nice...fun times sunday- got to lauralton at 1120ish...kym gave krystal and me a ride to parsons...waited outside parsons in the cold rain for about an hour until anna nina ethan josh and i walked to dunkin donuts then subway...by the time we got back everybody was inside and rehearsal was starting soon...rehearsal ended around 4 and i went home monday- dont really remember anything exciting...drove home from rehearsal w/o hitting anyone or getting honked at tuesday- mrs. khoem told us that oral sex is a mortal sin...drove to school tho which was exciting...had dress rehearsal from 6 to 10...yup special times today- mrs. khoem was describing why homosexuality is a sin...it was a horrifying description dealing with "the orafices used" being the wrong ones for reproduction...i was freaking out and krissy missed this part of the class i was so mad at her lol...ashley made very good cake for christina's birthday, i was proud of calero and her "healthy" cake (made a marshmallow topping instead of using butter, used margerine in the cake and splenda)...uhh yea then i got home and around 4 melanie and i went for a long walk...we just wandered and had hilarious conversations (almost throwing up, meeting up with the lovely boy, the nasty stench area, "that person goes to my school...so does that person", so much more)...then got home around 520ish i think not so sure...now im doing nothing hence why i finally updated this thing ok im done Lauralton Hall Presents Kiss Me Kate April 7 - 9, at 7:30 p.m., April 10, at 2:30 p.m., at Parsons Center Auditorium, 70 West Main Street, Milford. Call 203-877-2786 (LH) for ticket reservations ($15 for adults; $10 for students and seniors). ^took that from Anna's lj --rainizzle-- 2 song(s)|glory

...i'll try to kiss you if you let me... [01 Apr 2005|10:58pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | the blower's daughter ] yesterday- mock crash was pretty cool cept for the standing outside in the cold today- school was quite boring dont really remember much from it but yea i came home at 2ish and hung out...at like 4ish i went driving with mom to like cutspring area and then back...came home hung out took forever to make plans with dan...eventually made plans...margaux picked me up at like 7:30 and we met up with dan pete jon melissa and that other girl(cant think of her name sry) at applebees...hung out at applebees eating cheesecake and drinking sierra mist...then we walked over to starbucks...sat in starbucks and they played bullshit and i watched and laughed at them and got really hot cuz i was sitting by the fireplace...then around like 9:15 dan's mom picked us up and julie was there too so dan julie jon pete margaux and i all went back to dan's house...got there stood outside for a bit before going into the basement...played some hardcore twister which ended up with me in bad positions with dan and pictures being taken lol...i dunno it consisted of a lot of dancing...eventually we all sat down to play the 10 finger game but then margaux's mom came and picked us up right in the beginning of it so yea left at like 10:40 and now i'm home...overall it was a pretty awesome night 5 song(s)|glory

...if this script called for liars you'd play the lead... [30 Mar 2005|03:18pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | almost ] so yea today was a REALLY bad day...the entire day i was in a really shitty mood and i was depressed basically what should have been a really good day wasnt because my crap mood...anyways it was grim reaper day so first off i was frightened cuz the grim reaper was roaming around my school...then first period i was in morality and laura was supposed to die so the door was closed and all of a sudden theres a slow knock and mrs khoem told krissy to open the door but she was like "ha im not opening it" so mrs khoem opened it and the grim reaper (freshman girl dressed up) came in and pointed at laura and then put a rose on laura's desk...really it was quite creepy cuz then as she was walking out you could tell she was staring at you and ehh even tho i knew who it was it was still creepy...umm what else o and gym was basically like recess cuz we went outside and did whatever we wanted to or well we were supposed to work on our projects but yea i dont know it wasnt fun...in english i snuck to the back to sit with katrina so that occupied my double period...yea i dont know thats all i can think of...tomorrow is the mock crash assembly yup gunna be good...ok im done --rainizzle-- glory

...i'm missing your voice at night time this separation seems a sad crime... [29 Mar 2005|09:54pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Call n Return ] so yea today was not exciting bio- 91 average o yea choir- white girls should not sing gospel music assembly- on drunk driving and drugs and such it was special...tomorrow is grim reaper day english- 92 average o yea latin- do i care lunch- i dont know latin- 88 average o yea geometry- got an 87 on the test very happy bout that history- talked about cry the beloved country...didnt read it oh well stayed after for drivers ed test...went home..came back to school at 6 for play practice...yea a lot of sitting around talking to gina...then i got on the phone and then got into a fight with gina..yup special times...and yea this weekend needs to be now cuz its gunna be good...im done --rainizzle-- *ur gaay*(dedicated...dont ask) 4 song(s)|glory

...things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do... [27 Mar 2005|06:17pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Sunday Morning ] yesterday- around 230 dan called me and invited me to go see the ring 2 with him and some other milford kids but he was supposed to call me to tell me definite plans later so then around i dont know when melanie and i went for a walk and i saw her hot new hair...we eventually walked to honeyspot where we saw mike o'brien and kurt hehehe people are so funny when they're high..mike"kelly goes to foran right" me"umm no" mike"man i smoked so much weed i dont even remember what happened last week" LMAO that kid is so different now and kurt just stared the entire time...then we went back to my house and i did my chores and we had food...my parentals left around 6 so melanie and i just became idiots...lmao the mad tv lady noise...a little later dan called back but we couldnt get a ride to milford so we couldnt go to the movies which made us very sad...so we dyed easter eggs instead (drinking the dye..."in case of accidental indigestion" or ingestion whichever works...crap colored eggs lol)...then we had a cup spitting contest which led to very interesting conversations about lovely stuff ("i dont know what to do i think thats why i didnt that night" "i cant my mouths too small" lmao)...then we became raging alcoholics and melanie left at 10 and i spent basically the rest of the night on the phone where we got into a "fight" over the person's freaking out and i was like so out of it i dont know what my deal was but it was interesting today- family came over at 1...what can i say about family parties...they are boring...we spent an hour talking about feeding tubes and feeding tube wounds (my uncle had to leave the room he was so grossed out)...my uncle asked me about school like always...my aunt dot went crazy like always...i wanted to kill joey like always...fun times --rainizzle-- 6 song(s)|glory

...my scars remind me that the past is real i tear my heart open just to feel... [26 Mar 2005|10:23am] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | Kiss Me Kate ] so yea this is my life thursday- had no school cuz lovely holy thursday...did nothing all day then i decided to go to the mall later that night because i had to get margaux's birthday present...so melanie picked me and nikki up around 6:45...got to the mall met up with brian and his friend (i know her name but i cant spell it)...wandered around to pac sun then fye...eventually we were just sitting outside filenes and decided to play hide and seek (melanie and nikki vs brian and me)...yea nikki and melanie hid first and brian and i could not find them and eventually we gave up and they had already left filenes...then there was more sitting outside filenes...saw matt baldino and ran over to him...back to filenes...at one point brian and nikki were hacking with the easter bunny...then we continued hide and seek with brian and me hiding...yea that was interesting with hiding behind ugly clothing and talking to little children...eventually the mall closed so we left...melanie and i went back to my home and hung out and then i got into a huge fight with the asshole HAHA...melanie left at 11...went on-line and melanie acted as messenger between me and asshole...im really mean but i dont care anymore cuz i hate him :) friday- ran errands with my mom during the day...at 640 i picked up kelly and melanie and we went to margaux's house for her surprise party...krissy got lost it was special...margaux was surprised i think...all night basically i hung out with my lovely dan who i must hang out with again soon...that boy is hilarious let me tell you...yea the party involved the use of a hacky sack and i was just like oh no...funny times eating lemons,limes,carrots,and cherry tomatoes, dan wearing the coconut bra and the gold mullet...it was a fun time...then i came home at 10:30 and watched troy til like 2 when i went to bed today- no clue what im doing...i have to clean for tomorrow...i think im hanging out with melanie not sure..oh well im done rambling --rainizzle-- 1 song(s)|glory

...so let go jump in well what you waiting for... [24 Mar 2005|01:27pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | let go (its my new obsession) ] as i was commenting on melanie's livejournal i realized i never said anything about last sundays people to people meeting so i will tell u all now ok got there at 2...found ali and sat with her so i wouldnt be a loner even tho later i found a hot child sitting by himself and i wanted to go sit with him but i was already with ali...meeting started my lovely drew didnt show up which made me sad...went into our groups and two new kids lea and ben (hot loner child) got put into our group...i stole ben and made him help me with the literature project because umm hes hot a bit weird and like a fuck the rules kinda kid but oh well hes my new love lol...people did their presentations...then we played our lovely icebreaker game...we were put into different groups (i was in group 3 with kelli chelsea julie and some freshman girl whos weird)...5 people would go to the front of the room and a fact would be read and each group had to guess which person the fact was about...so i told my group that i wrote mine about broadway and then when i got called up to the front it just happened that they read my fact so my group, ali's group and ellens(the cheating leader of PTP) group were the only ones that got it...what can i say im quiet and ppl dont know my broadway ambitions...yet...then i sat down and had a discussion with kelli about how lovely rent is...i dont really remember anything else...it ended at 4 and i got in the car and jordan called me cuz he JUST HAPPENED to be at the trumbull mall with steve at the exact time my meeting was over...hes so creepy ok im done --rainizzle-- 1 song(s)|glory

...wonder how you're making out but as for me i wish that i was anywhere with anyone making out... [23 Mar 2005|05:27pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] [ music | Screaming Infidelities ] im going through such an odd mix of emotions lately...part of me is really happy with how things with umm people are turning out but then i have the ex trying for my bifful (im not mad at u melanie) which is totally fucked up...im not jealous cuz i know most ppl are like "o shes just jealous" im really not its just i question his motives and i dont want any person getting hurt in the situation...he's just a hypocritical jerk who went from "shes my ex girlfriends best friend it would be fucked up to go for her" to being completely sketch with her like go back in time and listen to what u said asshole...erg hes so frustrating...i just can't believe i wasted 6 months liking him (only 2 of which we were actually together but w/e)...he screwed me over so many times but i just kept going back to him and thought he could change...well he never did and now because i finally gave up on him he's going for my poor melanie...AHHH i hate him!!! erg...n e ways i've been being such a slut lately hehe in the words of katrina "its fun to be slutty every once in a while" lmao she rules my life its allowed for interesting morning conversation with me and katrina explaining to margaux how terrible it is to have a boyfriend then suddenly be forced to be single and yea the frustration that comes with that...hehe i love homeroom conversation...ok im done rambling and looking slutty lol --rainizzle-- melanie my love im not mad at you at all ok? hes just a jerk and i dont like him o we got the futon set up finally so im makin that room into my new little hang out (the only room where i can have ppl in it and close the doors...fun times) 4 song(s)|glory

...why can't i breathe whenever i think about you... [21 Mar 2005|08:48pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Why Can't I ] ok i have to hurry and finish this seeing brian apparently is excited for my update lol umm school today was boring as all hell....like always latin- finished test which i think i failed even tho i had the weekend to cheat geometry- I HATE SERIO...i want cook back sooo badly history- played africa jeopardy...yea the afrikaans(my group) lost so badly to the slaves double sacraments- writing notes to krissy is the only thing that keeps me sane in that class lunch- i rambled to margaux a lot about my love life biology- reviewed for tomorrow's test choir- we are singing a new gospel song which requires stepping and clapping and yea not fun had play practice...without gina for some reason maybe cuz she umm skipped...i actually got the opening right tho i was so proud i didnt mess up once and i was on stage all the times i had to be! it was a good day of rehearsal for rainey o and i've discovered i have a new crush and its really bad cuz ive become umm obsessed i guess very quickly and poor margaux has to hear all about it and i know this person probably only sees me as a friend because well thats what all guys see me as all the damn time...except for jordan but he doesnt count i love margaux and she rocks my life lol happy? --rainizzle-- 2 song(s)|glory

...i tear my heart open, i sew myself shut my weakness is that i care too much... [20 Mar 2005|11:52am] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Scars ] ok all get ready for a pretty long entry friday- school was dull...school ended and i went home took a shower then went and got my nails done then came home for like 10 minutes then went to get my hair done then got home and hurried to get all pretty but people came over while i was getting ready so that presented a problem...kelly and melanie came over which made me happy...ralph and matt came over way too early...we took pictures then at like 640 went over to margaux's house...got to margaux's took more pictures and ate food then around 720 we got into ralphs car and went to the dance and we actually didnt get lost on the way which was a plus...got to the dance went through the receiving line which really wasnt that bad this year then met up with gina and my dress twin (emily)...yea so the dance wasnt too bad but it had some moments where i wanted to kill certain people and my date was pissing me off but i understand where he was coming from now so i dont really care i jsut feel bad that he felt like he let me down...gina dan ralph and i took a professional picture...such a funny time that photographer was so crazy it was great...it was an interesting dance with the dj playing a lot of spice girls and nsync yea special times...dance ended at 11 and then margaux matt ralph and i got lost and drove around randomly figuring out if we were going to the diner or just taking matt home but then we decided to go to the diner...got to the diner funny times there with whispering and "she cant fit it in her mouth" and "there was something on my crotch...i got excited til i figured out it was just my tie" and the crazy waitress who yelled at ralph for chewing on a pin so many others that i cant think of...then the car ride to east haven was interesting...dropped matt off around 1230...drive back to stratford was filled with excitment...listening to mitch hedberg and quoting it then driving through the swamp to get to margaux's without headlights on...yea totally not dangerous...dropped margaux off around 1...drive to my house was exciting (it was the first time it had been just me and ralph the entire night)...then got home around 110 (he walked me to the door so cute lol) then i took a shower and went to bed around 2 yesterday- got up at 1230...had an interview at donut inn at 130...did the interview then dropped off an application at brooks...then i came home and talked to nikki and we figured out what we were gunna do...so at like 4 kerri picked me up (it was me nikki brian kerri and christina)...it was a lot of driving around to random places like cvs and taco bell(which i had never been in before) and payless and bobs it was fun times...then eventually we just went to nikki's mom's and hung out there...hilarious times with my foot being controlled by brian and nikki throwing the damn hackey sack at my foot yea hard to explain but it was hilarious...dad picked me up at like 10...went home and jordan called me...spent freakin forever on the phone with him (literally from like 1015 til 1255 when my phone finally died) and for about an hour of that was him being all parental about someone and yea i was just kinda like shut up ur just saying this b/c u dont want me to like anyone other than you...yea he doesnt make me happy anymore...then the most hilarious thing happened...my phone cut off on him so i plugged it into the charger then took it off to turn it on then plugged it back in and then i went downstairs to brush my teeth and my dad was on the phone with sian and he made me talk to her...so then im downstairs and i suddenly hear my phone ringing(i left my bedroom door open) at 1 in the morning...im talking to sian and i run upstairs and my mom is standing there on my phone so im screaming at my mom to get out of my room and get off the phone and shes yelling at me as to who it is and im like wtf am i psychic? and then she read the number to me and i was like SHIT and i ran downstairs and looked at brian's away message and figured out that it was him calling me...so eventually i got off the phone with sian cuz she was like "yea im sick and u need to call that boy back so hes not frightened off" so she hung up and my mom told me i could call him back...so i called him back just to let him know how sorry i was that my mom picked up my phone and then we umm talked i guess for a couple more minutes idk what it would be considered it was interesting lmao but yea then i went to bed after that today- i got up and showered...fixed term paper...lady from donut inn called me and told me that i have the job and once the play is over i can start training...it kinda sucks tho cuz it's tuesday and thursday nights from 645 to 10 but oh well its a job and i can do my homework while im there...and yea i have a people to people meeting from 2 to 4 today at the trumbull mall and jordan wants to hang out after that but i dont think im going to cuz a. i dont like how parental he was last night and b. i have work to do so yea ok im done if u read all that i love you and you are really cool --rainizzle-- o and I DO NOT HATE NIKKI OR BRIAN they are my loves :) and i heart hanging out with them 4 song(s)|glory

...it's alright cuz there's beauty in the breakdown... [17 Mar 2005|03:24pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | Let Go ] umm yea so today was a special day i suppose history- pretty dull just went over the study guide's guidance- no teacher ever came in...so we had a free period biology- dont care double choir- sarge wasnt here so we had two free periods lunch- interesting...katrina confronted joanna about some stuff she heard being said bout cara...so much drama in an all girls school english- took the antigone test...think i did well latin- took test...nobody really even started the 2nd page so we get to finish it monday...oh yea so yea katrina said shes not going to semi tomorrow night...i cried...its just not the same...plus i dont think we can go to the diner after either unless i seriously figure something out or suck up to ralph...idk its not gunna be good...o and im also getting sick...freakin awesome this weekend should be so much fun and its really busy so getting sick is not good...oh well i must go and wrap katrina's present and make her and brian birthday cards im so artistic --rainizzle-- 1 song(s)|glory

...he's drunk, he tastes like candy, he's so beautiful... [15 Mar 2005|06:46pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Awful ] if katrina and gina do not go to semi-formal friday night i will cry...my life will not be complete...if all four of us arent at this stupid thing together it just wouldnt be the same...we are a group of four no matter what and we can't lose that...so ladies unless u want me to die you both need to go school today was pretty boring let me say...the only things that mattered were when a. i got pissed off at the way some people in my school think about gay people and how freakin close minded they are and then b. when i left history last period to go to the bathroom and i turn and mr bruno's just standing there and he smiled and waved at me i was like AHH scary yeah...that was it..drivers ed wasnt totally bad i suppose...we got to play practice as it was ending...fun times...yea i think thats all --rainizzle-- 1 song(s)|glory

...insert moody lyrics... [14 Mar 2005|08:31pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | somewhere only we know ] yesterday- worked on my research paper...all day yes all day...at least its done...then around 630 i picked up melanie and went to kelly's house...i love those ladies more than life itself...they are so much fun i just laugh so much when i'm with them...they are my world today- school= death study hall- freak out cuz katrina tells me the quiz is on gareth and lynette not antigone...yea fuckin awesome english- take 3 question quiz on gareth and lynette...maybe got a 70 latin- do i pay attention? no double geometry- deathly boring study halls lunch- anna shoved an entire cupcake into her mouth...it was amusing history- quiz that i really didnt care about...fucked up the last part of it morality- khoem freaked out...quite amusing actually...shes scary then i had play practice...oh wait no by that i mean anna gina and i sat in front of the soda machines for a while while gina tap danced and mr mccarthy came up to us and i thought we were gunna die but he was nice...then we went back upstairs and i did homework...then i went back downstairs to get my morality book and notebook and anna and gina attacked me so we went into the cafeteria and were visited by mr mccarthy again o and anna slammed a chair into her face and mr mccarthy made fun of her it was great...so yea then we went back upstairs and practice was over...great times ok im done --rainizzle-- 1 song(s)|glory

...lost in you and i cant find myself again... [12 Mar 2005|10:53pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | Lost in You ] HAHAHA tonight was the most fun i've had in a long time ok melanie margaux and i decided to go bowling like last saturday...we get there and it was completely packed and the kid running it (who gave us the extra time for free last week) made us get shoes cuz his boss was there and yea it wasnt fun...we had our fun time dancing around and bowling...then 920 came and we had to go up an pay and we figured that it would be $32...so melanie and i go up to the kid while margaux is putting on her shoes and then he asked if we were paying together or separate and i said together and he was like "ok thats $12" i was like uhhh holy shit can u not do math but actually i was just like "what?" and yea he just said it was $12 and then he was like "you guys look familiar" so i was like "uuh maybe cuz we were here last week" and then he just went on about how he meant before that and asked if we went to school around here and yea then he went on to talk to me and margaux about what lauralton is like and if it was our choice to go there and if we party with prep boys which led margaux to saying we're sophomores (i was gunna kill her) and him being like "o really...so yea i'll see ya guys around"...so then we wandered over to burger king but nobody was there so we went to salernos...had some quagulated scamozza lmao...then we wandered back to the bowling place to get picked up but it was closed so we were standing outside for like 5 minutes and then the friend of bowling kid came out and asked us if we wanted to come inside while we waited and margaux was like "oh no thats ok ill ride will be here in a minute" i was like DAMN YOU MARGAUX cuz i wanted to go inside with the semi hot guy and she totally failed for the second time that night...then as we were getting in the car we saw the bowling kid and yea it was just funny...we must go back --rainizzle-- 2 song(s)|glory

...trying to keep up with you and i don't know if i can do it... [11 Mar 2005|10:28pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Losing My Religion ] yesterday- school pretty dull...got a 90 on my history test tho which made me very happy...also had class meetings...had practice after school but it consisted of talking to krystal for an hour and half and then being told that we werent needed today and i left...but oh well it was fun cuz we (me laura norris krystal and an unknown freshman) went up to the angel room to get props and first of all we were walking up there and my hand was on the railing and suddenly i felt water on the floor beneath the angel room yea this is odd then i found out theres a bathroom up there with a random bathtub yea and we went into this closet that had old costumes in it and the corner of the ceiling was all rotted away and the cement was showing through and it was leaking yea it was gross and thats why there was water beneath that floor...my school is disgusting today- school primarily dull...first period we were told that semi formal would be postponed til next friday and yea fuck that shit cuz its 10:30 right now and yea it stopped snowing around 1 and its been fine since the roads are fine there is NOTHING happening so we should've just had it...but its not that big of a deal b/c ralph can go next week too (i thought he couldnt) so i maintained my date but so many other girls cant go b/c the youth and gov't trip and a lot of girls have lost their dates...for example katrina...she needs to go tho it wont be the same without all of the four of us being there...uhh yea ok and umm i came home and watched the notebook with my mom then nikki called me and her friend brian was there and they decided they were going to walk to my house from nikki's...they got here around 950ish and left around 1020...freakin hilarious times...apparently we are hanging out saturday which i have no problem with at all so its gunna be interesting...ok yea im done --rainizzle-- o yea and theres a chance of snow next friday as well...effer 1 song(s)|glory

...do you know what it feels like being alone... [08 Mar 2005|02:03pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Swing Swing ] so what can i say school-- got in and margaux was talking about how she hoped we would get out at 12 and being the pessimist that i am i said we wouldnt cuz we were already getting out early...ran around the school to find cavar it wasnt fun history- test...wasnt too bad guidance- basically a study hall...it was the last time we'll see o so pregnant foster until september except for when she brings in the baby for us to see...they announced our early dimissal during this class biology- dont remember choir- we're seeing a song from grease...woo english- damn idylls of the king latin- i hate participles why do i need to know about latin participles? so that was my day...oh and people are now freaking out about the whole snow thing friday and if semi-formal is going to get cancelled or not...i'll be so upset if it's cancelled...oh yes and for my loyal readers who don't know whats going on with my semi-formal i will tell you all...it's this friday at 730 and i have finally decided on going with ralph...its odd yes but its the best thing to do and we're taking pictures before hand at margaux's home and and yea idk i think thats it not that anyone really cared anyways but oh geez im rambling --rainizzle-- 3 song(s)|glory

...he's got a decent voice, he's got that crooked smile... [05 Mar 2005|11:01pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Classifieds ] this will be my second update in one day...i'm getting back on top of this journal thing ok woke up at 11:30 went shoe shopping with my mom around 1:30...went to many stores until eventually went to bakers and found my lovely shoes...i also bought pretty underwear but its for no person to see just because i wanna feel pretty (im weird i know)...umm saw some ppl who almost made me have a heart attack and yea that was that...then found out katrina couldn't go out so we didnt do anything for her birthday like planned but instead margaux melanie and i went bowling...so at like 7:30 margaux's mom picked us up and we got dropped off...went downstairs to the rock and glow or w/e it is...i won the first game then margaux one the second and melanie won the last...hilarious times...we started bowling at 7:45 so we could go until 8:45 for just $23 but it got to be like 8:34 and there were two clocks saying different times so i went up the guy to check which time to go by (i was really flirty) and then he gave us til 9 for regular price...seriously i put it on i didnt realize how insanely flirty i can be when i want something its fun...uhh yea then at 9 my daddy picked us up and we dropped off margaux then melanie came back to my home and we hung out and talked about stuff then she left like ten minutes ago...yes my night --rainizzle-- 2 song(s)|glory

...someday we'll know why i wasn't meant for you... [05 Mar 2005|12:09pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | Someday We'll Know ] yesterday school wasnt too bad...hilarious morning outside hmrm conversations about midget sex(lauralton girls are incredibly unusual) and i basically told the entire hallway about my thursday night conversation with the mama's boy (katrina"you made him cry??...you mean girl...haha i like you even more now")...school wasn't totally bad i guess except for the incredibly difficult quiz i took in bio (last period steph and i were still talking about this quiz that we took first period) so yeah after school i came home and did all the lovely stuff i had to do to get ready...at like 7 something margaux picked me up and margaux ali and i went to the notre dame of west haven mixer(dance)...it was completely terrible at first...we found krissy and ashley but the lights stayed on and none of us wanted to dance with the lights on but eventually after dealing with pure boredom for like half an hour we were just like screw it and we danced...with the lights on...it was weird...umm i nearly got attacked by a heavyset kid (for the second time) yeah special...it was funny cuz we met up with (very few) other lauralton girls but one was kate who never talks to me but she was like our best friend every time she was with us and yea idk it was cool...ok im rambling...then we got picked up at 10 by ali's dad and we went to mcdonalds for two sprites yes two sprites then went home...interesting night once i got home too...went on-line and none other than boy was on and started to yell at me and such and be really immature...then he went home and called me after 2 minutes hung up on me so i called him back to make sure he wasnt gunna hate the other person after all this and then he started getting on at me for leading him on and that bullshit whatever im so over it --rainizzle-- 1 song(s)|glory

...it started out with a kiss how did it end up like this it was only a kiss... [01 Mar 2005|07:20pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Mr. Brightside ] my life since last update sat- went over to melanie's around 7 and slept there...hilarious moments with melanie and kelly idk what i would do without them...never a dull moment sun- did nothing until like 4 when jordan came over...we went for a walk down to like stratford high(it was a long walk)...got back around 5ish...hung out til like 730ish...yea special times mon- school...geh...early dismissal tho that was a plus today- got woken up by mom needing to have a talk with me...this talk consisted of her saying how i need to get a job otherwise i wont go to australia...so i got up at 12:30 showered and such and then around 2 we went to dairy queen(hahaha funny times there) for an application then we went to carvel then i went to cvs then we went to the post office for mom then my mom dropped me off and i went to jo ann fabrics and kb toys for applications and dropped off one at staples...yea exciting times umm i think thats pretty much it yea --rainizzle-- glory

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